Well, there are many stars we come across who don’t have their most loving parents to share their moment of feat. To name some we have Shah Rukh Khan, Arshad Warsi, Sanjay Dutt and so on. And now we have the dashing Sushant Singh Rajput of MS Dhoni: The Untold Story. He feels quite nostalgic for his dear mom. In a recent interview, he has revealed the untold story of her mother’s untimely death. On being asked how it feels to him that his mom isn’t around to see his success, he said-
“It’s not that I miss her only when something good or bad happens to me. I wouldn’t lie but I am not incessantly thinking of her. I wish she was alive to see me succeed in life. I am sure she would have been really happy and proud of me. And maybe I would have been a different person than what I am now.”
“The way I looked at things then and now, they are very different and I cannot go back to doing that. It’s unfortunate. But everything that used to excite me, doesn’t excite me that much now. I don’t know why. No relationship, no success, absolutely nothing…”
“If she was alive, probably it wouldn’t concern her, but just because something has changed inside me, everything has become so insipid. It takes a lot out of me to force myself to get overly excited about things and probably this is the reason why I like acting so much. Because it helps me get away from myself.”
Recalling the very day, he lost his mom, Sushant told-
“On December 11, 2002, I got a call at 11.30 pm. I picked up and she was crying. I was like, ‘What is wrong, What happened?’ She said, ‘Nothing. Can you take out some time and come back?’ I told her, ‘No, abhi kaise hoga? I will come during Holi. Why do you want me to come now? I am okay’, etc. I asked her to stop crying. I was trying to be mature, but I could sense that I didn’t want to go back at that point of time.”
“I knew she was missing me and wanted me around all the time, but I thought this was the right thing to do — to go home later. She just asked me to take care of myself. It felt odd. That was the last line my mom told me. Next day, she had a brain haemorrhage and she passed away. She was 40-something, fine before this suddenly happened.”
Telling this, Sushant almost began to weep.
We all hope, that Sushant’s mom is really proud of his stardom.